I AM SICK WELL NOT SICK AS WEIRD WELL I AM WEIRD IN ALL BUT... I AM SICK AS IN FEVER WELL YEAH. SOMETIMES I WONDER WHY AM I ALIVE? HOW COME I FEEL LIKE I AM MISSING SOMEONE? WHY DOES EVERYONE FEEL WEIRD WHEN THEY ARE AROUND THERE CRUSH? WELL I DONT KNOW. MY LIFE IS SO WEIRD AND LUCKY. LIKE WHEN MY MOM SURVIVE THIS CAR ACCIDENT JUST TO THINK HOW LUCKY WE ARE. AND HOW DOES IT FEEL TO DIE. IS IT SO HARD TO IDK SEE A CHILD LONELY